addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
time
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
of your life for your death
fiel <3s fwah very much.
and pat will miss fwah a lot )":
today i learnt that crying isn't so effective in relieving stress anymore. cried for an hr plus and now i don't feel any better. which brings me to a conclusion that i've gotten worse. don't know what to do. it hurts so much ): nobody will ever understand all that pain. what's up with me. i can't even ... nevermind.
getting quite unfit and sick. keep on feeling pukish everyday. together with real bad gastric pain. felt like fainting so many times today.
tired of feeling this way.
tired of trying to pretend.
tired of trying so hard to get out,
when i never can.
tired of crying.
tired of the pain.
tired.
just so, so tired
of living.
i'm so sorry, but i want it to end soon. just end all of this. i can't hold on any longer... slipping through my fingers. i know i'm getting deeper and deeper into that hole...
you don't know how bad this is getting. you don't know how much i need someone to help me out. i'm begging... stop the pain please?
wish i was `sixfeetunder